Who am I? Why am I here? Why is life so difficult for me? Indeed, it is difficult for you. But I will commend you for doing the sometimes painful thing that most people are to afraid to do…Ask WHY? First off, why are you afraid, if in fact you already know these answers and do not want to face the music that you, and only you have created? You are, in a way, embarrassed to admit to your higher self that you have willingly disobeyed your higher self and selfishly veered off your path. So now what. You have already seen that which cannot be unseen. Your higher self is relentless in its quest to fulfill the questions above. What do most do? They haphazardly reject all that they know and dive into this so called spiritual life. Ya but a bunch of crystals. Start chanting OM and wait for the pain to magically evacuate from your soul. But it doesn’t. Does it? You move to the so c as led next level. Maybe if I learn Reiki and try to raise my vibration to the highest levels…then.. then I will feel better…nope….. Then you get pissed… What the hell do I do!!!!! You can put a pretty tablecloth over a dirty table, but understand the table is still a dirty table. The pain is still with you. It haunts you like an itch that you can’t reach. Well. I just described what I felt. What did I do? I learned how to be quiet and hear all my subconscious thoughts. There are many ways, but I found Lucid Dreaming.
It is a way to take over your dream and have direct contact with your subconsciously. You will know and understand why you do what you do. The fear will be erased and it will become straight knowledge that allows you to work forward through the life you are here to have. You will remove all skeletons. There will not be a rock that you do not turn. Your emotions will be yours to direct, instead of your emotions directing you. I can teach you Take a peek here